womanhood,weight, hair and me

Good morning.It's a beautiful sunny day here and have to admit it puts me in a better mood.
The nearer it gets to Thursday and my doc appointment the more nervous I am getting. I need to loose this weight some how and so far I've tried weight watchers,slimming world,appetite suppressents,and tablets for to stop the fat staying in your body (which have to say were very unpleasant in the loo department,well the fat has to go somewhere)I weighed myself this morning and I have put on 4Lb since Friday and that was with me eating healthily.It is so frustrating,seems that no matter what my body wants to keep the weight on.I'm 43 in September I want,no need ,to loose the weight so I see my 45th birthday in 2 years time the rate I'm going now I wouldn't see it.
On the subject of age,all those women out there as you get older have you noticed hair growing on your body were it shouldn't and the hair we do want i.e. on our heads is getting more grey. I feel like a yeti sometimes,the incredible hairy woman at a freak show.I know I have P.C.O.S. and that doesn't help with the weight either.The joys of woman hood Not! We Women seem to have all the joys don't we? periods,pregnancy,birth,menopause not to mention the breast exams and the dreaded smear test. I don't know anyone who hasn't had a dose of trush or cistitis thrown in for good measure too.It definately seems like a mans world.
At valentines weekend my friend and I went to one of our local coffee shops which was having a breast cancer awareness day. They had specially designed take a way pink coffee cups with the slogan "don't be mugs check your jugs" I thought it was a fun way to get the message across.There were competitions on their facebook page too.I entered and won a lovely red teapot and bag of tea.Hubby is enjoying it more though he is a tea drinker were as I love my coffee.
Well I better go and do some housework, us domestic Goddesses have to earn our keep somehow :)