Hi.
Today I visited my dad in hospital at the day visiting hours because tonight I have to go to my cousins recording studio.Sounds very rock and roll but isn't.My cousin decided to make a cd with all the musicians being from our family.That is 3 of my uncles (my dads brothers) my dad, 4 of my cousins and myself. There are other members of the family who did play instruments but gave up long ago so thats why it ends up I'll be the only female on the cd.It's an interesting experience I have to say.I don't think I would like to be a session musician full time.Although I have enjoyed playing on it.I have to confess that I haven't played in over a month I even had to search for my clarinet because I couldn't remember where I'd put it.
I've finished the back of the blue cardi for Charlene and have knitted half of the left side.It doesn't look too bad so far.
The school summer hols are going by too quickly.We went shopping last Saturday and got new pencils etc and new school bag for Charlene.Tomorrow we have to go into town to buy a few bits of uniform I hate having to do it.I'm enjoying the lie ins too much.
I weighed myself yesterday morning I thought I'd been quite good lately.Obviously not I've put on 7lbs.I was depressed most of the day afterwards.I really need to do something.It's not that I mind being fat (I'm a BBW),I don't, but I can feel it health wise.My back has been sore most of this week and most days there are a few clicks when I bend my knees which doesn't sound very good.Lately if I walk far I've been breathless too.So I think as of Monday I'll have to start a diet of some kind I don't want to get any heavier.I have a condition called poly cystic ovarian syndrome.Which can cause weight gain which in turn leads to pcos symtoms getting worse it's a vicious cycle.It gets me down some days.I suppose I have been feeling low most of this week.Between money worries,health worries,my dad in hospital, the list goes on.Maybe it's the time of the month thats causing the blues.